kotha theke ki j holo...

sakal er dike amar mood ta off chilo ar AUTOGRAPH cinemar trailer r oi 'amake amar moto thakte dao' ganta amake khub nara dai, khub chagiye dai. tokhon jehetu mood ta ektu senti chilo tai ekta lekha aschilo, amar jodio likhe rakha uchit chilo kintu ta r hoyni ektu kaje beriachilam r hya ei ghotonata thik sakaler na dupurer, oboshyo ami bela korei uthi r otha istok aj amar mood off. jakge boddo baje bokchi modda kotha holo oi lekhata holo na oboshyo ekta kobita holo r hya ektu proshongshao pelam setar jonyo.
ebar bikele kajta jothabidhi holo kintu pore amar ekta mushkil holo. amar ek bndhu bujhlen amar ekta demo video tullo, ekta shoot korbo tar jonyo. valoi laglo kintu pichon theke ekta shot-e dekhi amar chuler sithir dikta jano ektu chul patla hoye geche.khub maratmok kotha eta,jani apnara hoyto mukh tipe hasben kintu amar samne ghor bipod. amar chul bostuti amar khub priyo,r nehat mondo-o noy, tobe amar sculp e khuskir dorun chul er quality ektu noshto hoyeche, seta ter pai kintu oto patta dieni. kintu aj khub aghat peyechi ebar ekta babostha nitei hoche. aro ekta dukho ache setar kotha bolle aro beshi hasi pabe, hoyto peter peshi te cramp dhore jete pare. kothata holo: "ami bohu cheshta koreo roga hote parchi na" samne aabar pujo asche ufff!!!!
etodin janen temon chap nieni kintu public demand, krishnar lila, ar amar samanyo mehonoter fole amar 40" komor 38" hoyeche. kichu jinis ja age porte lojja petam ekhno pai, tobe pora jai. lov bere geche kintu ar ektuo progress hoche na. kotha holo apnara bolben vaiti ektu sobur koro, 'eto koshto kore chorbir pahar baniyecho emnie dhose jabe? tumi gaye hawa lagiyeghurbe ta ki hoy!' na ta hoy na ami ta hote bolchio na, tobe kina oi dukher kotha bolte echa holo tai bolllam. amar pranero sokha abar amake dekhte chaichilo khub tar jonyo-o dorkarchilo ektu nijeke share korar tobe ja choran choralam ki r bolbo?
tobe kina janen asole amar mool somosya holo ami thik por por kaj korte parchina. jake banglay bole guchiye kaj kora,o bepare emnie ami kaNcha tobe amake to kore khete hobe. gal vora kotha boli, loke vabe ami boro honu, edike kodoli gachei roilo. tahole ki cholbe?
jak aj bujhlen dukho ta jor legeche, aj borong 80. oracle nai nai er golpota pore likhbo, kintu likhboi ba kivabe eta to joddur jani sensored jaiga... acha dekha jabe khon.